HELLO EVERYONE AND THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU WHO WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND FOR THE E CARDS I RECIEVED I LOVED THEM ALL YOU ARE THE SWEETIES FRIENDS IVE HAD IN A LONG TIME, BUT IM GOING TO MAKE IT TH HAPPIEST ONE I CAN WISH YOU COULD ALL BE HERE BUT YA CANT WOULD BE A BLAST, WELL IM ALSO GOING TO BE CHANGEING ALOT TO, AND THE GAMES ARE OVER, THE SCAMMERS CAN TAKE A LONG WALK OF A SHORT PIER AND GET OUT OFF MY LIFE BECAUSE IM NOT HERE FOR YOU,I M OLD NOT STUPIT YA WANT TO BE FRIENDS COOL WANT A SHOW GO TO THE BAR AND SEE THE SHOWS THERE, THERE NOT HERE. IVE BEEN OFF LINE BECAUSE IVE BEEN SICK IM NOT FULLY BACK SO ILL BE ON AND OFF FOR A WHILE OK SO YOULL ALL KNOW WHEN IM BACK

AND GIRLS IM NOT BI AND IM NOT IM STRIAGHT I LIKE GUYS I HAVE FRIENDS WHO ARE AND I LOVE THEM TO BITS AS I WILL LOVE TO BE YOUR FRIENDS IF THATS OK AS I LOVE PEOPLE OFF ALL KINDS BUT NOT THE ONES WHO LIKE TO HURT PEOPLE ON PURPOSE I CAN DO WITH OUT THAT BUT FRIENDS ILL BE,

BUT TO LYING SCAMMERS WHO CALL ME NAMES BECAUSE THEY CANT GET WHAT THEY WANT GO TO HELL YOU DONT KNOW ME TO MAKE ANY KIND OF JUDGEMENT ON ME YOU KNOW NOTHING OF MY LIFE SO PISS OFF AND TAKE YOUR LYING SCAMMING ASS AWAY FROM ME I DONT NEED YOU NOR DO I WANT YOU AROUND ME AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, IM HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS AND MAYBE BE LUCKY AND FIND MY SOUL MATE, AND NOT THIS I LOVE YOU YOUR MY WORLD BECAUSE ITS A LOAD OF CRAP, IF YOUR GOING TO SAY IT TO ME SAY IT WITH A TRUE HEART NOT A BLACK HEART AND LIES ON THE TOUNGE, THE GAMES ARE OVER, AND THIS IS NOT A BAR WERE YOU SEE STRIPE SHOWS, I HAVE GRANDKIDS WHO VISIT ME AND THEY DONT NEED TO READ THE DIRTY WORDS I RECIEVE FROM SOME OK GOT IT YOU WANT MY FRIENDSHIP COOL IF NOT YOUR LOST NO MINE SO BYE FOR NOW EVERYONE TALK SOON TO ME ILL BE AROUND SOME TIME TODAY BYE CATHERINE

this is a QUESTION, when you meet some one on line, they say they love you and you are thier world and that they trust you, how can that be when youve never meet, he want my trust but i dont know him, if he is who he says or if his pic he show s is his pic, he could be in jail could still be married, i dont know this just what he says, and ive had a lot off reasons for not trusting, and for someone who says he understands he has a funny way of showing it, bye saying im not worth the fight to prove who he is, so tell me how can he love me but say im not worth it. now thats confuseing, i thought trust was some thing you earned throught the relationship, but i guess not in my place it is expected right away, which i dont fined fare at all that i have to trust first before the love, sound a little screwed up if you ask me, it has me perplexed, and i trusted this person with my heart guess thats not enough i guess. what do you all think should come first, love and then trust or teust first then love, i hope i get some good replys cause i would like to know all your oppinons ok thank you

catherine

hello everyone been a while but im back lol, well another valintines comming, i hope all you gents give your ladys what they want, mine will be the same, its a memoey time for me some good some not so good, i cant remember the last flower i got been so long or a box of chocolates those memories are few or a card but thats ok, someone will maybe give me one lol but the biggest memory for me was when i was sixteen,

do you all remember your school dances well i do i was so excited to be going to the dance and was asked bye a boy lol and he bought the dress i wore that night i was impressed, to let you know what i looked like well my hair was down to my knees i wieghed 105 lbs and big bloody tits not as big as now but 38c for a 16 yrs was big, oh and i did get the looks but not for my looks you know what for, i had a great time that night and dance my ass off as i love to dance, then when it was over we all went to eat lol like teens always do lol and then home,

the next day was one of the worst days of my life valintines day ever, my girlfriend was over and my sister in laws sis was home, they were in the front room trying to remove her cast, i was peeling spuds for fries for lunch, wel one off those two turned the pot with oil on never told me. i had gone in to see what they were doing. i was sitting by them when i looked out the window thought i saw some thing outside but didnt then i noticed a flame on the window i looked to the kitchen becayse there was a 20 foot wall out side so i knew that flame was not from out there, in the kitchen was that glossy paint and it reflected the flame i saw i ran in the kitchen and was i in shock the under carraige off the stairs were on fire i screamed and the other 2 come running by then iwas on my way up stairs to get the kids who were playing hide and seek, well bye the time i found them we couldnt go back down the stairs as the flames had blocked the way, so back in the bedroom we went i closed the door the kid were on the bed we were coughing on smoke, all i could think was we got to get out,

so not thinking how hurt we could have been i opened the window there were storm windows on then so i punched one pane out and i took the kids one by one and drop them 15 feet to thier mom, then i tried to go feet first but couldnt so i went head first she caught me but i was comming pretty fast i knock the wind out of her i thought i killed her, the neighbors took us to thier place were we found out i was burnt and the youngest had a cut on her tummy which was later stiched, my burn land me in shock and isalation till they could cover them, but we were alive no broken bones just some burns and singed hair but ok, that was 46 year ago , at 19 a ppolice officer put my name in for a medal thats when i meet the queen and recieved the medal it was the STAR OF COURAGE, the highst medal a civilan can recieve in canada, so feb 14 at 2pm is a hard time for me but i try and remember that day no one died, but a few months down the road i had gone back home and the youngest got hold of a zipo lighter and a deck of cards she tried to burn them and the lighter got to hot and she dropped in her lap and caught fire she was bad she live for one month after that and finaly gave up the fight and we lost her , i saw her before she died and she asked me were i was i didnt save that time i almost passed out so you see i try to be happy that day but its hard, but i know shes with me on that day that makes me smile my little chubs who is still missed today, so now you know a wee bit more of me ok lol

well i love you all and wish you all a happy valintines day with the one you love and keep them safe and always love them no matter what ok bye for now my friends take care be safe no lighter left laying around ok god bless you all

catherine

well im back but with a funny kinda blog, im just sitting and thinking ohhhhhhhhh thats dangerous when it comes to me where talking about someone who trips over a thread lol miss gracey here, i have some wonderful peeps on here and ive meet some asses, like some off you think im here 24/7 but your very wrong and a lot of times im on line dose not mean im in chat, im not talker unless face to face i need to see the face to read it, but ive always loved people in genral; i was brought- up old school, i was born in scotland left there at age three that was 1957 came with mom and 2 brothers 2 sisters, mom had one more kid born in canada, lost mom in 1964 four yrs after my baby brother was born thats when everythng went south, my life changed greatly,

it built the road i travel , i was a terrible tomboy and i could kick ass better than some off the boys i played baseball, touch football, soccer, swimming ,diving but get this never learned to drive unreal eh, work at the age of 13 babysitting house cleaning,and put it away so when 15 i use to away for a month to the lake small town called kaslo up in the koontneys, were i was raised and my kids were raised, it not been touched with the crime thats in the city but its small, biggest smelter in north america.at 16 i joined the carnavil and traved a bit till i was 19 were i meet my daughters dad a souther yank, thats a long story , but i went back to my home town and had my kid my beatiful daughter, when i meet my sons dad again for the sec time in my life i was pregant with my daughter, i meet him when i was 16 at a dance in his town, ten i went back home a few months later he was a party i was at blew me away, he had broken up with his girlfriend but turned she was pregnant so told him he need to marry her and he did, thats when i left and was gone till i was 19, yes ive had a colourful life lol but was all worth it

ive meet some intresting peeps, but i always remember them, one is my best here, things weve done, the people we drove nuts, my first time i smoked i was 11 puked my guts guts out but that stop me NO dumb ass i am, im going to try and quit so i may be a bit off a bitch ok, but honestly i am sweet, loving caring person, i like fun , i love music, i love dance, walks, reading, camping swimming fishing,and beign with my grandkids whom i have 5 off and one stepgrandkid,im going to my grandkids school on the sec of feb to the RAINY DAY FESTIVALE, i go every yr and get tickets and plays games and win her more tickets for the little store there were they can buy things its fun, we try and out do the boys lol, so i wont be here then ok, well im off to do my thing ok cya later have a super week talk soon

catherine to all