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Thanks for your support guys!

Everyone is doing so well in the competition right now that I have no idea who’s going to be eliminated next. The shoot today with that Ben guy was hard and stressful ‘cuz Corey is going to be so mad! So I feel really awful and that’s all I could think about the whole time. But while we were actually shooting, it was easy for me to just pretend it was my own boyfriend and think about the story line. I liked the story a lot better this time because it was actually more realistic. Like, clearly I could never be a millionaire heiress wearing tons of diamonds and all that other s**t. I also really tried to put lots of feeling in my face and my eyes becaise that seems to be a really important aspect that the judges look at. And that lingerie was hot! Mine was girly and lacey but I still liked it…even more so now that I get to keep it. I can’t wait to see all of our pictures.

The bowling alley was so cool! Stacey is hilarious to work with and she seemed like she really cared how we did on the runway. It was also a nice change of pace, being able to get some exercise and learn a lot from an awesome runway coach.

And then our runway at the track was sweet. I was the first one out and I didn’t even notice how freezing cold it was. It was a bit rough walking in those shoes and trying to undo all the buttons on my jacket but I think the 2^nd run went a lot better. Having that rugby team there was a nice touch! Even though my boyfriend is way hotter than all those guys combined, it was cool to be able to talk to them and just socialize with someone other than the girls for a bit.

And shy little Andrea got a phone number….pimp it up girl!

I think everyone did really awesome today, and Brandi must have really improved during the challenge so I’m glad she won. I’ve already won a challenge (or two) so it’s cool that she gets to relax for a bit. If I had won that challenge there would probably be some hostility no doubt!

Heather aka Heat

Pre-elimination:

That photo shoot yesterday was so fun! The swimsuits were hotttt and everyone looked slammin’.  I felt so naked cuz my hair was all slicked back, but it’ll probably look good in the pictures. Working with Chris and Tricia was awesome cuz they were so into it and very supporting. The makeup girlies from Toronto were hilarious and my makeup turned out amazing. It was my favourite day so far.

So today we have an elimination and probably a challenge, so I’m nervous. Challenges are stressful!! I’m actually not worried about the elimination though cuz I did pretty good in the shoot, so I’ve just got the challenge to worry about.

Ohh ya and we watched our runway walk from our very first day. It was so bad! I have no idea why I won that challenge, It was pathetic. Sisi did the best in my opinion so I dunno what was up with that.

Post-elimination:

Wow I love how Greg is an A**HOLE. So who wants to replay the tape from the shoot yesterday and prove him wrong.  Apparently I’m a liar who was dishonest right to his face. He asked who was wearing makeup, and I owned up to it. And frankly, I have 7 other girls who will back me up cuz they were sitting right there. And also, I was NOT wearing a full face of makeup like he said…I was wearing foundation and that’s it. He totally tried to make me look like a liar, I’m sooooooooooooooooo pissed. Not only did he distort the whole thing which might end up on national television, but in front of Tricia and the other judges, and I was completely helpless up there. If I would have totally challenged him, I probably would have been apprehended for having an attitude. So yeah he clearly did “dream the whole thing up.” I honestly wish I could play that tape back to him and make him look like a retard. I absolutely cannot believe he tried to say that I lied to his face. He’s a makeup artist – why would I even attempt to lie to him about wearing makeup.

And yes, I’m aware of the fact that we were all asked not to wear makeup to photo shoots, but I happen to have an insecurity with my skin and being around tons of people without foundation. Obviously, I’m aware of the situation and plan on improving it. And another thing…I was NOT the only girl wearing makeup. I happen to be the only one who owned up to it. I traveled to the shoot with 2 girls and watched them put on mascara on the way there, THANK YOU. It just so happens that Ylenia was getting her hair done and Brandi was conveniently wearing sunglasses when Greg asked about makeup. Check the tape, bitches.