I am shocked, confused, and challenged, period.

NEXT DAY

Blogging used to be fun; I used to do it everyday for leisure. Now it’s just a pain in the ass.

I was depressed last night because I am not used to not having good girl friends around. I am the type that gets along with women well and have many good girl friends. I think it’s the nature of the competition that makes me want to keep distance with the girls. Yet this inability to connect and communicate with them kills me. Because I am so used to being good with everybody it bothers me that at least 2 out of these 3 girls don’t like me.

Only few more days to go and if I am lucky, I will be here in the end.

ELIMINATION DAY

I am shocked, confused, and challenged, period.

Yoga Day…

I bought two Yoga DVDs a while back and never even opened the packages. Today is the first day of my Yoga experience and I love it!!!

Rob came to our house today and did a photo shoot. Very relaxed, casual, and fun! This was an easier day, which means a lot is coming tomorrow! Be ready!

Gosh, I can’t believe we have been here for two weeks now. It feels like yesterday that we just arrived. Everything is uncertain. I miss Mom’s cooking. Today I cooked myself some rice when I got back. What’s next? Sauna! Tomorrow? Yet another mysterious day to begin.

NEXT DAY…

Today I woke up and got yelled at and I came home with a bag of prizes feeling so wonderful. But I know that life is not always about winning. It’s about doing the things you like and feeling satisfied by what you have accomplished. No one stays a winner or a loser, but whoever laughs last, laughs best.