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Your solitude is precisely why you are lovely

WIP: More girls orz.

Wanna try Imai Kira's style but figured that it didn't go so well so went back to standard way of coloring =_=. Smudge tool is <3.

Hate the anatomy OTL. I did better using pencil than using the tablet <= a loser's excuse.

Too lazy to do some actual update.

Deadline for ACGNA contest is drawing near orz.

*cry me a river*

Tags: art, wip

Friday September 5, 2008 - 12:35am (PDT) Permanent Link
WIP: I got quite handful of sketches TAT. I would love to finish them all but doing freaking lineart in PS is such a pain in the neck =___=. It takes longer than sketch them! Guess I haven't been able to master my tablet yet ;___;.

I dislike myself.

For drawing girls 90% of the time ;___;.

Coz male anatomy is freaking hard to understand TTmTT.

Take those pictures with my camera coz I'm too darn lazy to scan all of them ;__;.

Currently I'm obsessed with drawing lolita + punk outfits TAT. It's not good when I barely have any fashion sense TAT.

But I love both dark and girly things... '__'.

I have to finish my ACGNA entry soon. The deadline is drawing near ;___;.

BONUS:

Will soon write about AE 2008 =w=. Greatest experience ever~
I can't procastinate any longer, rite?

Rite ;__;?

Tags: art, sketch, wip

Monday September 1, 2008 - 09:36pm (PDT) Permanent Link
'You will always be a part of me': "Rolo stayed by Lelouch's side unconditionally, despite being lied to and hated."
Rolo protected Lelouch with his life, when everyone else turned against Lelouch.

It is a blind devotion until the very end. Still, it's a fitting and fortunate ending for Rolo, whom is deprived of his 'will' since birth to die for his resolution.

It is stupid of Rolo to ignore the obvious truth, as someone might point out. Still, isn't it best to hold on to something surreal in order to remain 'human', instead of going back to being a puppet?

Rolo uses his last breath to prove that he is a human being.

That's why his death is not in vain.
His unconditional love makes Lelouch acknowledge Rolo, finally, as someone dear to him.
Moreover, it gives Lelouch a reason to keep on living, to keep on fighting. To Rolo, it must be enough to learn that he has left an impact on Lelouch's life. Therefore, he will be at peace.

R.I.P. Rolo.

I'll always love you.

I can live all alone
Without feeling a thing, or so I thought
I received all of the kindness there was
Until I learned of suffering

The arabesque of destiny
Light was shone into the darkness
And I was saved

Because I’ll protect you this time

Because when it comes to the meaning of living, it’s here
The person who gave me the heart
Known as ‘happiness’- …Brother

When it’s sad, when it’s lonely
I’m here, so close to you
So show me, let your gaze
Only turn to me

An intertwining arabesque
I’m not lost; I found my place

It’s to be by your side instead of anyone else doing so

I’ll fight, throwing away my life

If my precious person hurts me
I can overcome it, if our bond exists
Beyond this, too

Because I’ll protect you this time
Because when it comes to the meaning of living, it’s here
The person who gave me the heart
Known as ‘happiness’-

I’ll fight, throwing away my life
If my precious person hurts me
I can overcome it, if our bond exists
Beyond this, too

Lyrics translated by Atashi

Tags: codegeass, rolo

Wednesday August 20, 2008 - 01:21am (PDT) Permanent Link
Tired: When you have so much to talk about, you suddenly don't know how to begin. Shit, forget what I just wrote. BTW, what's after this is just a rant. Meaningless rant.

Seriously, I hate this.

I can't find the music that can lighten my mood rite away. All my fav song and whatnot failed to pump my mood up. I realized it after listening to "Cold Nobility" while re-watching ep 07 of Code Geass. Gawd, it used to send a chill down my spine.

It's like I'm so rigid at the moment. Seriously, where have good songs gone? Intrusmental songs would do, too.

And whats up with that? Stock photos oh stock photos. Ain't stock photo supposed to be used freely? Or did I get the wrong image? Gah, now I feel like I have to take pictures myself to be used on this blog. So tiring.

I hate this.

Tags: random

Friday August 8, 2008 - 11:49pm (PDT) Permanent Link | 1 Comment
Pink Overload: I drew this just for fun (and for my cousin). Yeah yeah, I suck at drawing Hello Kitty but who cares? I'm not that interested in HK, either. Personally, I think my Rolo is 100 times cuter =w=.

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If you're into (Sweet) Lolita, you might as well be into cakes and sweets.

Just kidding. Nah, I have hold an interest in cakes and sweets stuffs for quite a long time. It's not that I particularly like sweets. (Those sundaes from Dairy Queen are too much for me to handle, actually) I merely like... looking at them, that's all.

FYI, pink is not my favourite color either. It's actually far from my favourite. And here I am, using all those bright colors! Seriously, my eyes hurt so much rite now =___=. It's not even funny! Try sitting in front of the computer, looking at bright color for hours and hours, you'll see my points '___'.

I doesnt turn out quite well as I imagined but it's ok, I guess. Spent around 3 hrs playing with this =w=. It's not a good idea to draw cakes and sweet stuff while you have nothing in your stomach, uh huh.

Gah, seriously, this pic took freaking long time to finish. Does anyone have better references for small cakes? I can only find references for cupcakes, pies and huge cake for celebration and so on =w=.

It would be nice if there are more info on wiki about cakes, since I'm totally cliueless about desserts term =w=. Sure, reading Kitchen Princess might help, but this certain person is too freaking lazy... Ok, I'll try.

Tags: art, graffiti

Friday August 8, 2008 - 01:04am (PDT) Permanent Link